allnighter . . .

Awhs, i failed on the allnighter -_-

so liike im getting closer to xavier, and desiree, and this guy clarke tht i just met on the phone xD

and like we had a 5 way with me and maryann and them ^^^
and we were gna do an allnighter on the phone, buut i hella failed it -_-
i got to confortable on the bed, tht aint fair !
blaahs, i wnna rematch ! haha, hmm, so like yaah ?

dammit schools amlost starting -____-

miscellanious (sp?)

is a hott as muthafucker, who i would tap all day long (;
hahah, i love that guy, and im dating him in my head(;
i have a girlfriend who is megan foxx
and a boyfriend who is joey diamond (:

water park was funn, alth0 i hella missed out on ashleys party /:
i swear ima make it up tuh her th0

k gtg dinner ime at titas (:

Frankie J. is . . .

Hella ill
hella raw,
hella sick,
hella cool,
hella nice,
hella funny,
hella IDKAYE ?!

haha, im just texting him and theres nthn tuh do,
hmm, shudda i call him (x haaha

I'm SPRUNG

deeaam, momma what yu be makin these daays, this ones delicous (:

haha i think im hella intuhh him (:
he got me sprung, frm my lips tuh the hips (;

maan, we've been texting and talkn hella
and i guess i just fell into yur arms
haha yousa a cutie,
and u said i was too,

SEE we got somethaang in common (:
haha

summer school 09

hmm, UNDESCRIBABLE !

haha, cool with twin, and closer to anthony kinda ish (:

summerschools pretty boring, buut the friends are what makes it a lifetime fuuun (;

FML |=

FML ! im really tired of drama, but drama keeps coming to me |=

this bullshit always starts out with a hi, and then BOOM

why cant bullshit just stay in a bulls ass ?

i ddnt mean anything at all,

and to be honest outta the whole conversation i teared |=

I ddnt mean to be snotty, i thought i really wasnt

and im sorry, and i knw when i see you too, i wud cry

when im in a bad mood, then u shud really knw how i wud act

pretty much im just scared to lose friends|=

thas how paranoid i am

and i KNW you wna replace me

so go ahead, im not gna be stopping you|=

buut I'll always be here for you (:

buut right now just FML|=

im not feeling well,

and for the fact summerschool starts tmrw ?

wht am i gna do ?

Since when ?!

I feel replaced, or maybe I am replaced. Since when did you guys get along ? Didnt you guys use to hate each other or one hating her ? Yes, I knw we're heading to different tracks, as in your moving, but, why get along with her ? The number one person I hate. I thought that was pretty messed to me. When we were pretty much very close. &then I find that, you guys are becoming really close friends|= I mean i try not to care at all, I try to understand that your moving and that at these times we need get new friends. I just didn't understand why make friends with her ? I mean when i wanted to become friends with her, my mom brought a point to it. &it was "If you hated her then, and talked about her, theres no point of calling her friend, after all you said about her, I'm not telling you to not be her friend but its an option, You hated her then, and you hated her now, and you talk crap about her always, now it doesn't make sense how you say you guys are friends, it's a waste of your time". &my option was to stay hating because my madre was right, after all I said there's no point of talking to her again. But I will just go with my madre, its just an option, after all you said about her with me, you wanna end up being a waste of time? I mean think about it, oh and by the way, go ahead replace your twin, its not like your gonna ever see me again -__- I did that to that other girl for two reasons, one was cause I hated her and two cause I would never see her much anyways. But whatever not even going to trip though.

pretty hurt, we were hella close, we talked 24/7 , and we ended up like this
we drifted, we drifted to far from each other|= we dnt even feel our friendship anymore |=

hahahah i rembr talkn on the phone wit you [=
i rembr the laughs and shit, i rembr the tears we shared both on the phone [=
i used to tell you everything, like that one time in christmas, hahah
but now im pretty much lost|= i really dno whaatta do,
ashamed of talkna you now.
its hard to deal with what we have now,

its like this friendship is over|= but idno.
i hella miss you |'=

michael jackson !

dead at age 50 ?
me gna make a video for him [=
with his song that i love [=
matter of fact i'll try tuh make a tribute with my horrible singing [x

TWIN !

hahah i loove her ! i knew i wud fix it wid her [=

transformers

gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay

iddnt like it -_- eww and i ddnt like my outfit there -_- i looked ugly -_- but ssfl was wearing pink there [= hahah see sisters maatch ! maan ssfl ! sisters before misters my dear [=

cstarfaave & cstarfaaye will always me my faavorites ! haha okay byeee, im done here hahah [=

Jon & Kate plus 8

oh goodness, they seperated |=

maan, they had all those kids and then they had to seperate now ?
the last/new show was pretty sad at the end
can u believe their divorce is atleast 10 million bucks ? pretty dumb -_-

buut i wonder how their gna do the child support and shit !
hahah w/e

just like that ?

f5 ? just like that ? maan, its dead and gone.
what i have now is ssfl and a bit of fdr family [=
but maan, f5 drifted = and they called it over,

they thought we replaced them, but we ddnt ;
they arent mad, they arent pissed, their just "disappointed"
last night it shattered me; just in the softest voice, it hurt=

it felt like everything went upside down after that,
what can i do th0, i had to deal with it
th0 i cried hella hard ;

i lost the two good friends
one would always understand what i go thru
and the other would always make me laugh when i was down